its really weird actually, they uh i dont know how i would describe it but, its just so weird. i...its the spiral, its nothing i uh, i dont know what im saying, im sorry, i cant think straight, hahhahhahh s straight, uhm the spiral yes the spiral, theres something about it... maybe its the mind control stuff but it cant just be that i think it means something. i dont know what but something, i can feel it in my neck, mind, fuckn- whatever is the part behind my head, i-... im sorry im sorry tanya i-... i didnt mean- ... i didnt wanna make you cry i... no, no well be ok, ill be ok... youll be ok. yes. yes i promise. we'll get out of here, together.